Why am I up?

So I am for absolutely up for no reason whatsoever, and realized I didn't finish my post from earlier today. There was practice again and yet again, there was the unending urge to go play. If it wasn't for the urge to do a physical activity it was to keep myself warm, neither good reasons however, so of course I just watched. I have discovered it is fun to yell at people for not laying out which makes it slightly withstandable but my being alright with not playing was as real as the word withstandable.