Rather annoyed with blogger right now/my computer

so I am posting to you today from the strange land that is my roommates computer because as I awoke this morning to post, I discovered my blog did not update when I made them from my home computer. This is the second time my computer has done this and have no idea how to fix the settings, I think there may be something wrong with our router that won't let me submit things over the internet because it has caused me e-mail problems also in the past. Here is yesterdays post:

So the tournament got canceled for this weekend which causes me to have mixed feelings, because one side I wanted to play soooo badly, but on the other hand, I really need to make sure I will be able to play over spring break, or at least for the important tourney that is taking place Saturday and Sunday. I was planning on running today a little bit but the weather is horrendous outside so it is going to take a lot to get me going, hopefully once I put my cold gear on i can get enough courage to brave the like 4+ inches of snow.

oops

Sorry I figured maybe I should show you why ultimate is such an amazing game to play and watch. Here is a video I found of a compilation someone made:

running

So I have decided I am going to go running tomorrow and am unsure how this will work out. I am going to be sure to keep my leg wrapped and wear compression shorts to cut done on the movement. I am a little confident that I will be alright and am hoping to no end that I can play this weekend. I will admit though I will not pretend I am ok if I am not, playing later this year is more important to me even if it will be hard for me to handle.

Well, a day late again

This is what I get for entering my entries before I go to bed, a missing day, which happens all the time. So I am going to try to go running one of these days here because there is a tournament that I want to try to play a little bit in, plus I am worried about being out of shape for the spring break tournament.

03/01/2008

A combination of homework, crappy weather, and laziness have caused me to not go to the ultimate tournament this weekend. I am unsure if this is a good thing or not I guess that's something I can figure out later. I am doing more stretches with my hamstring and it's feeling much better. I am a little scared for spring break since I will be completely out of shape for the tournament that being not hurt won't hep me at all.

Blogger/human error

I just realized that neither of my posts for the weekend got posted, they were only saved as drafts so I will post them in the proceeding posts so I apologize for 3 posts in one day that seem to be unrelated.

03/02/2008

Second day of the tournament today, I feel a little bad for not going now and sad that I don't even know how they did on their first day at the darn thing. Was riding a bike a little today trying to do some sort of physical activity, and boy was I out of breath. I think I am going to ride my bike everyday from now on, to at least make me feel like I am doing something. I seem to be so much more tired all around lately since I haven't been running and just feel like flat out crap. I am worried that I am getting to ansty and will end up getting myself hurt again but I feel no pain in my injury.

Why am I up?

So I am for absolutely up for no reason whatsoever, and realized I didn't finish my post from earlier today. There was practice again and yet again, there was the unending urge to go play. If it wasn't for the urge to do a physical activity it was to keep myself warm, neither good reasons however, so of course I just watched. I have discovered it is fun to yell at people for not laying out which makes it slightly withstandable but my being alright with not playing was as real as the word withstandable.

Practice

So I went to practice the other day and was unsure how I do. I can still throw around so that is nice, but there is no escaping how much I want to go out onto the field. It was weird though, since I wasn't playing I was sort of giving advice to people which was awkward because I have only been playing for a year. People were actually taking it to which helped me out with not being able to play, just to know I can help others.

The backstory

I created this blog to talk about the mental challenges that I have been facing. I have been having a hard time coping with the fact that though I have been feeling better, if I run I will hurt myelf. Well let me explain, a couple days ago I was playing ultimate frisbee and pulled/strained my hamstring and was in some immense pain. I was told I would be out for at least a month with it which is quite a blow for someone who actually enjoys getting out and running. I never realized how much I did until I couldn't/ Well I have to go to sleep, and get up early, I should be posting tomorrow morning.